from now on all depend on me. the first year has passed and wasted. Do your best to acheive a better life. i know people would make the same mistakes. this time i have to do that, or everything is done. just keep in mind. get on some duty. you've lost two years in your college, don't waste more. you don't have to do so much, just make them happy. that's enough. and don't let the people who trust u down.